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Name: Shirley ( not pictured )
Location: Atlanta, Georgia, United States
Birthday: 3/18/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: Cookies, chocolate, cheese, cheese dips, chips, taco,cookies, ice cream, CHEX MIX, cooking, baking, souffle, omeletes, food, oreo cookies, cooking, food channel, mtv, vh1, movies, spider-man, harry potter, comedy, zoolander(lol), SWIMMING, music, LINKIN PARK, hoobastank, BEATLES, yellowcard, LINKIN PARK, ENGLAND!!!, history,friends, charlie brown, snoopy, christmas, china, chinese heritage, family, drums, drummers, chester bennington, u2, cursing(lol), friends, family, ppl i work with, earning money, (lol), taking pictures, saving memories, enjoying life, prancing around in my underwear, wearing comfortable clothes, being silly, sharing memories, other stuff...
Expertise: laughing. being stupid. etc.
Occupation: Student
Industry: Other
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  moonbunnie318
AIM:  bunniful369
Yahoo:  moonbunnie2001
Member Since:
7/9/2003
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| wow, i haven't been on here in two years. but suddenly, i feel like writing something. i need a blog. no facebook, no myspace, no anything else. it's back to the basics for today because i feel like i'm in a time machine--back to no tv, clean rooms, and familiar smells. i suddenly feel like i could be in middle school again. it's weird when old memories feel unfamiliar to your present self. the quiet of yesterday, today, and possibly tomorrow is creating a space for me to think, and boy have i thought of many things. it's scary to know that your brain is still capable of digging really deep when it wants to, but not necessarily when you want it to. memories of things that seem so strange to me now. weird kids in middle school who were friends with me, a me that i don't even recognize today. college is over. this will be the first summer in five years where i am jobless. i miss the steady beat of work. i like working a lot. part of it is because i love money, but the other part is because i just love working. being productive makes me happy in many ways. as cheesy as it sounds, it's true when they say that work keeps someone happy and productive. i miss all those places where i have worked. working to me, especially with my jobs since i get to interact with people of all ages, is a blessing. i get to glimpse at the "real world" where i will be one day. i know that it's not going to be that simple. after graduation, law school, and other things, i will not automatically be pushed into the real world. the real world won't feel real, and nothing will be what it seems. but the only thing that i can do is dream about the future since i can neither be there and it can neither come here. tomorrow is a brand new day, someone has said. and yes, indeed it is. i suppose it's time for bed. | | |
| this is my first heartbreak, and it hurts. why do i always want what i can't have. and this time it is serious. i can't have this dilema right now...oh someone please help me. | | |
| It's weird when something enters your life suddenly as it has left it. I don't know what's happening to me. it has just dawned on me that i have the same password that ive had since years ago. nothing has changed. it seems that i have just turned off the switch and now i have perhaps turned it back on without realizing it. i know i have turned it off, and when i did, i was sure it will stay that way. but now i am not sure. there are too many things going on with my life that i dont understand. too many things and they are hard to control and be apart of. i dont know what i want and by the time i do, they fall apart and drift away. timing is everything. the perfect timing to meet up and complete a jigsaw puzzle is a once in a lifetime chance. i wish i could see everything from a bird's point of view so i won't have to miss anything. i wish i would know what to do so everyone can be happy and so life won't be so complicated. i don't live for the chase. i want what i deserve now-the love of my life. i'm tired of waiting, hoping, and praying. but i know that all this rambling is fruitless and in fact, i may be rambling forever. i may never get that someone. so, i sit here and wait, dreaming about a more beautiful evening. | | |
| i think it is time for a new entry.....
yes, i have been soooo incredibly busy that i haven't been writing much. or i have-for cicchetti. a lot has changed since my last entry and i can only say that looking back, i feel so different. i am looking at myself from a hilltop and i can see the division. ok, enough language arts stuff.
i am super busy, always super busy and will continue to be for the next well, few days, weeks, months, years? lol, well until april i guess. lol.
um, thanks everyone for talking with me and bearing with me because i can really be a pain in the ass. ok i am going to sleep now. | | |
| OH FUCK. im so screwed this weekend. i have so much work to do, and the only class i do good in is latin. wtf cicchetti is soooo hard. and mangrums too much work, and physics is well physics.
but most importantly im soooooo screwed up for this fuckin weekend. why does everything have to be this fuckin weekend? SAT, soup kitchen, county meet for swimming, GHP interview. WTF. i have to go to the last two things. and i dont know if i can. if i do, both wil suck because i will be tired and nervous. TOO FUCKIN MUCH!!! oh Lord.....im going to die. | | |
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